This has been a crappy week
I talked crap @ 2:15 a.m. on Sunday, Jan. 11, 2004

Crappy week... that's all I can say.

The 3rd mike and i's 9month annivercary(SP?)

The 4th my granma died, she had stage four lung cancer. My boyfriend hasn't been all that supportive. I told him, and he agreed... but didn't try to make it better (??ya got me). Anyway, Then my Auntie Lauri came down on monday morning (2am) [she lives in rhode island]. We are shareing a room, she gets my bed, I get the trundle. I believe she's staying till Feb.

Skool has been crap... I mean the girls in my class are starting to annoy me. They treat me sometimes like I'm not part of the class, and decide things (like speakers for graduation) w/o me there. Ugh

The 10th my mom and dad's 23rd annivercery(sp?) I'm so happy for them. They are a great couple!

The 10th mike dumped me. Bcuz he's not good for me. Which pisses me off, bcuz first off... LET ME DECIDE WHAT IS GOOD FOR AND AND WHAT IS NOT. Secondly, it's just an excuse. I can tell... he's just useing it as an excuse. Which just urks me. But I'm also mad, bcuz I didn't do it first! bcuz I've been questioning some stuff and feeling weird feelings, but I decided to wait it out (bcuz since my emtionals are all hayewire, i wanted to wait till they were normal again) to see if anything would change, before I made any serious disicions. But I guess sham on me for trying to give the guy a second chance. Geeze... lol.

The 12th the rest of my aunts family (4cousins and uncle) are coming down and staying with us for a week (till the 20th) Which is good, bcuz they are my real TRUE friends I can count on. I love them all and miss them and can NOT wait.

Skool; spirit week this next week... i'll tell about it later

The 17th... my Granma's memorial service. That will be hard. =/ I feel so bad for my poor mamaw and everyone.

R.I.P. Granma Ruth (1/4/04)

I love you!

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