The loss of an old friend
I talked crap @ 11:56 a.m. on Sunday, Apr. 27, 2003

So I just found some things out about one of my friends that kind of disturbs me. I have no respect for her at all. None. She totally went against everything, she told me, she believed in. It really pisses me off...

We had pretty good friendship. I always concidered her one of my good friends. We had fun together all the time. We hang out at campmeeting (all until last year). She wore a promise ring, that had so many promises to it, but held it dear to her heart. She was proud of it. She had morals, promises to keep. For herself, her mom, her friends... for God. Our school doesn't allow jewelery. So she had it taken away a few times, finally she just took it off and never put it back on. I don't know if she lost it, or if she just didn't want to bother.

She met a guy. A guy everyone knows, barely anyone likes. He isn't a very good guy. I've known him since I was like 2 or something. He has a bad history, but some of it is still there. She's done some really stupid things. Things that made me lose all respect for her.

She got kicked out of her house now. She had to move in with her dad. She's grounded and can't call or do anything that is near here, where the guy lives. She still is doing stupid things. I'm really mad at her. I just want to yell at her then never see her again. She left our class, our school to do homeschooling. She thought that she'd do better, but all that did was f' her over.

I don't care about her anymore. She doesn't care about me or anyone else. I know, she came and visited us at school and barely paid attention to her so-called "friends" I could care less about her right now. I don't care if I never see her again. In fact, I hope I don't. It'll be better for me. Better for everyone here. Better for her.

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