all she needs is a lil help
I talked crap @ 9:53 p.m. on Friday, Jan. 17, 2003

Yeah so today was GREAT.. I really want 2 make my own layout or template whatever u call them. I really want one. I like the way they make a diary look.. more personalized.. and stuff. But I don't know how!! Sooo if anyone knows how and would be willing 2 help me, that would be the most koolest. u could email me or sign my g.book and i'll email u or ... yano w/e u wana do dude! I need help. lol.

I figured i don't know how to show my emotion. Or show how I'm feeling very well. I think what I tend 2 do is get angry to hide my hurt. Which is not good if you want anything solved. And it gives ppl the wrong impression and then they think ur all pissed at them, but what it really is, is that ur hurt. Argh. But then comes the other comclusion that I don't like to talk about things. I meant, I'd rather jus ignore it and kind of act like nothings ever happened, or jus sulk around and be pissed/hurt. I think I dont' like faceing the problems. I don't know! & I don't know how to take care of that either. I'm getting a lil better at it tho. I'm standing up for myself more and more, which is good 4 me.

LOL u know what i find helarious?! no one reads this. I haven't given ANYONE a link and I don' think anyone would 'accidently' come across this. That'd be hard. lol there's like millions. But so this is good then, b/c i wouldn't have 2 worry bout bein' juged or something 4 ppl reading this that i know. Hmm.. GREAT! hehe i love it. but then that's also sad, b/c no one reads it. and then so makeing it all pretty (getting layout or something) would be pointless, except for my pleasure. which i guess is that only one that really counts huh. Hm, wow. I'm a genius.

I think I'm just gunna end up useing someone elses templates that they've made for other peeps. I've seen a LOT of those sites so yeah. anywayzzzz.. take care,

i need 2 catch up on 'em "zZzZzZz'ssss"

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