bball
I talked crap @ 9:08 p.m. on Thursday, Jan. 23, 2003

There was a bball game on today after skool. It was home, Uka. came. It was great. Girls game was 44-14 our win. Guys game was 53-49 our win. So it was pretty damn tight. LoL The guys game anyway.. the girls was kind of sad, jus b/c it was jus so easy. But tight. Saw one of my friends, he was on the team. Or actually I don't know if we're friends still.

I met him a few years back and last year we got to be pretty close. It was tight, I loved him. He's so great. He said he loved me to... I saw him at the game. I don't think he even looked at me. It really hurts. I don't even know what happened honestly. But what I feel is that I'm not kool enough for him and his lil' group. He ditched me at campmeeting. It was all very sad. Then he got a g/f and wouldn't talk to me. I always had to try to talk to him and it would be like we were jus aquiantances, NOT friends. It really does break my heart.

I told him some stuff that no one else in the world knows about but me. Jus b/c it was so easy to talk to him and jus to spill everything. He'd jus listen and put in some encouraging words and thoughts. And he'd always compliment me and tell me he loves me. It made me feel great. I wish I had a friend like that live near me. (Oh did I forget, he lives about an 45mins-1hr away) As in someone I'd see everyday, at skool, jus hangin' out. Oh well. Damn. Heh Heh.

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